Thursday, October 21, 2010

2 bummers

Bummer #1 
I made my Christmas travel decision.

E & I will stick close to home. We may find some day-trips to take, but for the most part it looks like we'll be remaining in Tennessee for the holidays.

I'm both bummed and relieved.

Travel to TX just isn't in the cards this year.

Bummer #2
Being fat. It sucks. I've fought this battle and I hate it.

I joined WW (for the bazillionth time) almost two weeks ago.

For the first time ever, I had ZERO weight loss the first week. WTF? How does *that* happen?? I follow the program exactly, track everything, drink my water but still nothing. I ran 2 or 3 times last week too.

The running thing is going to kill me though. It's getting harder and harder to do and I finally figured out why...I'm SO freakin' exhausted by the time I get home everyday, running is the last thing I want to do...and the reason I'm so exhausted is not just because I've been working, but that I'm waking up at 5:30am these days. Ugh!!

So far this week, the scale remains in the same place...I will be both embarrassed and livid if I lose nothing again this week.

Every morning when I get dressed, I nearly break down in tears.

What happened to choosing "rich or thin"....I'm neither!! Sucks!


Kimberley said...

Girl you are preaching to the choir! lol I am doing WW as well and some weeks it is sooo frustrating. You'll get there!

emilysuze said...

Boo to both. :(