I spoke with friend last night, told her about the job 'drama' of the past few weeks.
Her response 'everything happens for a reason, you just may not know the reason right now'
I sure wish I COULD know the reason because it would truly ease my mind and all the stress I am carrying (hence being awake @ 2:04am).
I was doing OK this week so far, looks like these last 2 days of the work week I may not fare so well.
Once upon a time, I lived a virtually stress-free life (and I was happy)...I truly long for those days. I miss stability and peace of mind. I think it's about time they return to my life. If you find them, please point them in my direction.
Did I mention how much I'll miss many of the people @ my work?
I find myself trapped sometimes asking "why, why, why did my manager do this to me?" It makes no business sense.
I'm sorry, apparently, I'm still stuck in a (negative) rut here.